Well...now

So I'm fresh off an interview and about to go to another one... you know from where? The place I went to December that was like a cattle call with the crashing computer??? Well they called me today for an interview at 3 ( The place this morning was closer to me, i think I'd like that a lot more too )

Why am I still interviewing? cause the old man of the part time has sucked balls and not been very professional about calling back etc so i'm like FUCK IT this won't work! and i've continued looking

My Apartment? still unpaid BUT it seems i've been assigned a loan workout person sooooo???  maybe something good??

This too!!: Some dumb bitch hit my car back out super fast in the driver side door ... so think of where my car could have been?? and almost clipped me in the process cause i was screaming flagging her to stop and finally even banging on the trunk of her car and shit... ridiculous! Is so minor and my car is so so fucked still that this would be the least of y problems anyways so i might leave that stupid dent just be

My mother is acting like a harpy about this whole Me working three days (out of my convenience, ,at this point i use Tuesdays and Thursdays for errands and interviews), she is constantly whining  i told you so-ing me, complaining, making me recap why am i working so little like she doesn't know it, acting like Im doing this on purpose, ,making thinly veiled remarks about being unemployed or unemployable,  stalking and calling about where am i what am i doing just being a dick, then she wonders why I wouldn't want to be around her so much?. too boot this weekend i have to deal with one of her dear dear hypercritical mean bitches ass friends that she insist we call tia and she is acting like we owe her this weekend... same weekend I have HannaBannana's ridic birthday re-celebration and that OM and I are plotting the last of this trip

Oh THAT... Now he wants to change my ticket for next wednesday so that in his words...I have more time together since i'm not going to work... so I'd leave wednesday night and come back Monday morning :-)  I'm all packed up almost, we went to buy coats  for him, he then turns around and wanted me to get a great amazing purple coat.. but let's be real.. i already have a coat and gorgeous as it was When would I pull out this purple coat ever again, so i declined... he's bought me so much crap?! I can't handle all of that, you know?

On That Note.. i don't know what happened, nor how to explain but this dude is on a hard shift, like.. HARD we talk text daily we see each other semi daily after the chat about me spending the WHOLE night that's been the new thing, a lot more physically affectionate A LOT of talking during these dinners where we go over what's wrong, what wet wrong, what I need him to do  at a minimum what he does during the day, formers ( I told him about the dude from New Zealand... he wont stop mock masturbating on that creepy weird style... we are now pretty amused by the crazy brazilian and the broken english macking, last night was epic for that), online activity ( nil except i said a lot of porn watching is pretty much de rigueur for me, he agreed on same for him), he took me to Outdoor World which LORD what wa fucking Hick store , that was super fun cause he was trying me so fucking hard with the dead animals, but he was eyeing a pink fishing pole for me and then took me on a nice lunch, there he also threw the L  word mad low key ( this was also the day we spent together shopping) he said  and let me see if i can approximate this quote:

"That lady is fucking crazy with all this love word and I love you and you love me... what does she know about me.. that takes time and i'm not even that type of person, in fact YOU know this cause the closest person to me and the one person that i could say i love in this world is YOU and and i wouldn't even be saying all of that "

QQ: *slow off balance blinks tilapia coming back up* Uh Right so you love me but not only you won't say that but if i said Hey B____ I love you at this point the bitch has fucked it up for us so much that we probably would die laughing at each other

OM: Pretty much

Yeah I might have said last night I fucking loved him but it was because we've been sportsfucking as a team sports ( and really I do cause he is the only dude that would say Sports fucking to me after sex and then finish it up mad classy with .. My balls are numb now): Dude since that other thing is done with  let me tell you....um...this sex stuff is even better than before

We broke my forced celibacy by going at it in the living room, shower and bathroom floor..with a bunch of towels...for my troubles I got a huge shiner on my arm

The next day something that never really ever happened to me before happened: you knwo how chicks cry in the movies whilst ...um... let me be indelicate, Coming?? like that intense??? YES I was a wailing crying weepy orgasming hot mess... We think it was cause..um... he was choking me?? Oh Christ!Is really been non stop very satisfying and wrong

Last night we were even sleeping and this dude just starts taking the covers off and Eating like he does which is only the best i've ever had, hands down, no Bullshit (and you know I've had plenty)  and I  told him so... I told him that TRULY his dealings are the stuff I fantasize about even when we are broken up ( Oh cause how about he was casually telling me  that  Oh you know i was bored and lonely before "we got back together"  or blah blah balh  before "we were officially BF and gf or .. um whatever" ...really??)

And remember how I always got pissy about the unnecessary time spent apart when we could be together? He actually called me today to say we were recording shows but that we should watch them tonight, the guy asks me over all the damned time and also has been coming to my place which was a whole other bag... NICE!

Then another funny morsel was us watching my strange addiction last night and trying to set up his 3d tv and such ( Cool as fuck.. he bought me glasses that go with it , and not too cheap and he wanted me to be able to wear my glasses with them) and the BFF of 15 years calls and we are all on speaker, the bff is giving me tv instructions and then when OM comes back they are talking about the TLC show ( a lady eating couch foam) and OM is explaining this to Reynr, hw about he replies:

 "wait is this your Gf QQ that does that... Your GF is crazy"

HUH!?!?! I'm the GF now?? LOL that was super cute i see them tho!


Phoenix- Rome: i keep telling you this cd was uber adorable to death

OK Gotta go to the next interview!