Raaaooowwwrrrr

Let me make you a fun Post cause.. I'm feeling somewhat fun and to offset the bad news I'm about to post:

Monday my boss told me that if business kept as slow as it's been he will have no recourse BUT to cut my hours: let's review this..... I currently am trying ( like 2 and 3 hours HOLD a Piece) to communicate with my bank and try to do some sort of loan modification ( BTW NOTHING has been resolved with that, cause if you can't talk to the bank.. how?), I make abysmally less than I should based on how long I've been working for my boss , this is not me being entitled this is everyone I tell how much I make, in my office and out giving me a hearty " Holy Shit!, HOW do you make ends meet!?", not that many benefits, no proper health insurance!

So you know my next step was to in a flurry of activity put my resume online and keep hustling, apply to everything  I hate changes, I hate doing this I love my boss and the fact we are both off each other's backs and have an easygoing relationship but fuck it what else could i do? I can't take a bigger paycut!! Like I even told him why don't you lay me off and then pay me whatever the lay ff wont cover.. but he hemmed and hawed saying this was not stuff he wanted to think about yet blah blah blah...meantime we have zero work to speak of but he still wants to keep this Intern around ( at almost as much as what he pays me, taking her out to lunch letting her blah on and on about the dudes she is wavering between and her coke/weed habit) and plotting a 4 people Utah Vacay complete with rental house, ski equipment, etc etc etc So there he is wasting time and money instead of tightening up the ship... all this to say I got a callback for a job around my house, another firm.. going for that appointment wednesday at 3.. I felt shitty going behind his back and asking for time off to go do this but what else was I supposed to do.. I'm in a fucking panic ... and he is being super extra nice all of the sudden acting like is not an emergency etc. I hope if nothing else that i get a new job offer AFTER I get my much needed xmas bonus.. cause I. NEED. IT! badly


Let's not talk about how long it took me to find interview suits both cause I  hate pants and suits and shopping and spending money on clothes... so yeah Binks made me buy some only it was like 10 petite and then the skirt was too short, ,girls nixed that so i had to go back out on my own, try shit on find collared shirts.. yeah, no fun trying on clothes has never been my idea of funtimes.... Binks was trying to coach me but she also had her In laws here, we gotta now put the actual clothes together down to the hosiery cause it's going to be a bit cold next week and we know Q and cold don't mix so so much!


Anyways Have you seen the blogs in OKTrends?? My God! all the data they've culled from those profiles etc.. is endlessly fascinating, super cool read actually i'm obsessed with the graphs and the actual pointers on pictures etc... and since I'm already online for my fuck buddies I should put some effort into my OkCupidding considering i have a profile there where I waste endless hours answering interesting questions and doing quizzes, shit just spending a few hours there netted me a nice little med student  just talking a bit and a french guy that was trying to charm me with a conversation that was hilarious something like this:

F: well I'm at work now in Brazil kind of bored

Q: why are you talking to me instead of exploring Brazil

F: I did this morning, but is boring alone, wanna come over?

Q: I would but I have work this week, so you know

F: maybe next time?

Q: sure, just tell me ahead of time

F: Ok i have a question, critical

Q: Critical even?! Well i'm O+

F: is your hair long or short now ( I had put some pics up finally, not many cause uh.. i don't have a lot)


Q: short, don't know if i' going to grow it back out ( me and Binks have been talking about how It seems I don't have a plan for it to grow and i keep cutting it off)

F: Nooooo.. I mean don't do that, to your hair ... you only look great with long hair

Q: UH!!! i'll take that as a vote of confidence.. and with short hair?

F: with short hair you looks stunning, like the Cute Goddess

Q: Rotflmao, so what are you going to do to remedy the situation?

F: what situation?

Q: the situation where you are not taking me out on that date

F: Oh, I plan on charming you until I can get there to take you out on that date

Q: oh ok, let the charming begin then

....See i'm a shameless flirtbag... so so so very wrong,but just being online seriously like 7 guys were on my jock for no reason.. interesting .. more shooting fish in a barrel things... what can i say? i don't like bars, I have being out in nipply weather, I don't club.. this works

Speaking of works and team building, Let me tell you about someone we shall call Detention ( I hate you Gemmybear) Picture him.. tall, abs, lean lanky, a little bit of gray, hairy arms, and legs... 40 ( What??? You know I have a daddy thing) and The piece of resistance! : A HIGH SCHOOL PRINCIPAL...yep I know I know... if you don't think I made the joke about being a good girl YOU are sadly mistaken


So him and I have been volleying back and for on instant message and chatting, feeling him out, we decided for a quick meet up on Dave & Busters, halfway between me and him, just drinks and pick each others brains etc... I got there and Mmmmeeeeoooww he is hot but not in a young guy hot, more like a guy that's not super baby young but is weathered and TOIGHT! he can still wear young shit though cause he is lean , all about type a, work hard play hard type that Normally I'd hate but then his saving grace is that he is a homebody like me, like he said Oh Fridays are great cause all I do is come home to watch tv.. I go MEEE TOOO ( of course I'd trot out my lameness like a gift or a great personal quality) I told him I'm looking for a two times a week type of thing, he agreed, we talked about experiences and how long we'd been there, he told me about being recently single and the stuff he's been finding and I told him in passing about OM to illustrate communication is going to be big, no matter what with me, he agreed THAT'S about the time I made the joke about spanking and being good and such... He raised an eyebrow and before going to the bathroom said something about liking good girls.......WE HAVE A DOMINANT ONE!, PEOPLE!!!... he came back we talked some more and kissed me in front of the whole damned bar, something he said he was trying to do all night... at which point I had to ask him to go out to neck some more in the parking lot... we dutifully did that then got even hotter and heavier in the car.. we really had no plans to make things pop off that night but mid makeout session we decided Uhhhh we are spending part of Saturday together.. carnally.. heavily


And so we did friends!:

A) He lives by the nude beach

B) I kind of like how he declined to say he lives in some rarefied air area, nice..uh no! why do i stay finding guys like that?


C) He is extremely Dominant ( me=pig heaven)


D) He is Filthy.. like Disgusting,seriously we didn't make it past the living room for round one... nope we were rutting like animals on the carpet.. so my whole back is rugburned and my knees and elbows are skinned..... and this is perfect for me .. but outside of the fucking that he was really nice very gentlemanly which I liked ; i.e.: a nice home tour, he has a bunch of pets.. 2 doggies, a barracuda (like srly he showed me how he feeds it live fishies!) , fresh water fish, a cat, we took a nap together on the couch .. what? golf watching + after vigorous filthy sex acts = Q sleeps. then we were GOING TO nap in the bedroom.. only we ended up fucking some more on an actual bed like classy people that use choke holds and demand things from one another. Yeah we are going for a second round, this time him coming to me., we'll see lets hope he can hang



E) On a more thorough evaluation: he has much potential! for one he is very very dom,  for seconds an excellent kisser, for thirds he is very nice outside the sex... very unnice during the sex, for thirds  although his head game got going slowly ( think more of a weezy type of thing) after he got going!? BAM!. fourthly No condom issues: You know I actually run into grown men that act like this is not a must and have kicked folks out/ have put my clothes back on on guys over that... Fifth:  let me be frank... I never have seen someone that had that much.. um... ...Well... THIs dude Came a LOT... like volumewise? ... Oh My lord are you serious?? how do you make it do that? wtf ... that was wildly entertaining!

F) This part will give you life; he tells me an easier way to get home and I go like.. hmm that sounds familiar...: then I pass the light: IF THIS MOTHERFUCKER doesn't live A BLOCK away from weezy.... THAT Weezy!... You know i passed by there with a fucking smirk on my face ROTFLMAO Oh the justice to this whole thing!


But yeah today my sore, back burned ass is staying at home quietly, The walking Dead and all...plus i think I am about to get a cold so I need to keep that in check ...*yawn*


 This im loving this week!



Billie Holiday- Speak Low ( Bent remix) : trust me , download, let someone lick your body



Connie Francis- Siboney:  this version i fell in love with after that hot bitch of a movie "2046" but this song is like from when my daddy was a teen , my first memories of him are all fania, boleros, danzones tinged.. he'd play them for me to sleep